I'm blessed to have a him that is supportive enough to be physically and emotionally there when I need solutions and helps. Call it a mixed bless because I'm not sensitive enough to appreciate it. It's him I go to and rely on but my focus tends to go back to work once I've the answers on hand such that I neglect him. I slap myself for being an insensitive idiot. This whole thing is straining me so much especially when I'm not juggling it well. Maybe I'm just not up to handling major events.

Maybe I should go back to my comfort zone.